Wednesday, September 16, 2009
? 3:34 PM
I know i know, that my blog is kinda stagnant recently.
Im goin thru a painful phase in my life.
within a week, ive recieved two news tt will somehow change my life.
1. My aunt has recently been diagnosed with stage 4 womb cancer. A family crisis.
2. My beloved Brian received his entry letter from his university in Australia. and is leaving Jan next year.
This is the time, when i need to spend most with my family, as well as with Bri. and yet. both news came around the same time.
The feeling of 'losing' two loved ones in my life.
Iv been crying myself to sleep everyday. You know, time flies.
in a blink of my eye, he'll be leavin.and i hate the feeling.
n i also hate the fact that i cannot do anything to help my family. and my aunty.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
? 10:21 AM
hey guys,
Im finally back from Melbourne! The place is fantastic.
Weather is cool, clouds are beautiful, thou they are hardly ther most of the time. The greens, hills, flowers, cows, sheeps, n seagulls.all gives me sucha carefree feelin.
Made me realise hw tiny we r compared to this world. N hw amazin this world can be.
its the perfect lifestyle tt i dreamed of.
sip on wine, while enjoyin the scenery, nibble on lil tasty food.
U dont see people rushin for trains and buses. Hardly hear the sound of car horns.
Hw nice:)
Ahh. Im beginning to miss australia.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
? 7:47 AM
HAPPY birthday to my dear girl.
We'v known one another for close to a decade. (2 more years to go)
We'v shared the deepest secrets.
We'v been thru ups and downs.
I've seen you cry.
Seen you trashed.
And see your tears of joy.
There is nothing to hide between us.
There's no need to play 'Truth or dare',
because i know the answers.
Theres no need to be embarrass.
Theres no need to be brave.
Because you know at the end of the day,
our friendship will stay.
We'v seen each other through relationships.
we've seen each other thru jobs.
we've seen each other through problems.
You'v been there when i needed someone to listen.
even thou you need to wake up for work in an hour's time.
8th birthday celebration.
its not just a birthday celebration,
not just an annual national day celebration.
Its a celebration of a new year, for our friendship to blossom.
9th or 10th or 20th.
lets walk this journey together.
Friends forever!
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
? 11:55 PM
Dearest girl,
dont need to get jealous lea.
next time we take photos then i post alrite?
i just got a new camera!!!
ready for some shooting!!!
muahs!
Thursday, July 23, 2009
? 5:22 AM
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believedI'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that muchBut I know this much is trueI was blessed because I was loved by you
? 5:12 AM
How do you like my new haircut?
Mel says that i look like a punk in short!
I LOVE IT ! woah~
Thursday, July 9, 2009
? 3:23 AM
I need someone who really sees meDont wanna wake up alone anymoreStill believing you'll walk through my doorAll I need is to know its for sureThen Ill give all the love in the world
Saturday, July 4, 2009
? 7:39 PM
Today, i went to a parenting counselling session at Warren country club.
Dad wanted me to go, tts why.
Its a pretty interesting session.
Main objectives are actually effective communication or love in parenting.
But i'v learnt something from the session that can be applied in my current non parenting life.
The speaker talked about the language of love.
Basically there are five love languages.
1) Physical touch.
We are talking about hugs and kisses, the most common way to express this language. There are other ways too.
2) Words of affirmation
Its like saying words like 'i love you', 'im thinking of you', ' i miss you'. These words of affirmation splits into two categories. words of endearment and words of praise and encouragement.
3) Quality time
We dont have to go anywhere special for quality time, we can provide focused attention anywhere. like listening to music, watching movies together.
4) Gifts
Token of affection. Gifts dont have to be big or costly, but they have to be given out of love and not a substitue for it.
5) Acts of service
Simply means doing things for someone. Like washing the dishes, watering the plants.
So basically everyone has their own language of love. or rather different piorities.
And she mentioned about a love bank concept.
basically its how much of this languages you put in to someone's love bank
thats how you love a person.
Its how you learn to use these languages to help in your relationship. be it spouse, kids, or parents. interesting.
i wanna learn to master it.
Friday, July 3, 2009
? 1:20 AM
Night shift's bloggin since its my break time.
I had a tough week, n still will be havin for god knows how long.
i hate my life now.
Monday, June 29, 2009
? 11:35 PM
i'm so in love with this tattoo.
=)
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
? 7:31 PM
BAby n i.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
? 2:15 PM
been n back from class chalet!!
=)
absolutely fun~!!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
? 9:24 PM
big hello,
its been awhile.
havent been blogging, because i guess hardly anyone read my blog nowadays.
Blogging seems to be in the world of me myself and i.
a place where i whine and curse and cry.
to this screen in front of me.
with no immediate replies. (if there is any reply at all)
Life seems mundane nowadays.
im officially out from nightshift.
and i hope i will get use to my normal alternating shift.
Quite shitty coming to think about it.
but o well, im so called on leave now.
so think later.
Chalet is coming.
finally meeting my poly mates.
its been a good two years.
so i guess its time to meet up. and catch up .
very excited!
Not sure if my Dad still wanna sponsor me for my degree conversion in Australia next year.
But seriously, i cant trust this old man anymore financially.
so im gonna fcuk that n get on with other plans.
so i guess applying for a PR is next.
hopefully i can get to leave this country soon.
start a new life somewhere.
then after few more draggy years,
hopefully i can get to leave this world soon.
since this world (supposingly awesome) is turning into a scary place.
People killing one another.
For greed, religion, race, hate, love.
for every fcuking reason you can think of. good and bad.
Monday, May 4, 2009
? 9:20 AM
Greetings from Muffin!!!
hehs, just kidding.
Just got back from work.
After a super tiring night shift.
Nearly died.
Trying to track down my expenditure and i realise how horrendous my spendings are.
wow. need to save up for australia next year!!!
Last but not least. Baby n i !!!
We're like a flower to a treeLike words to a melody of love~
Friday, May 1, 2009
? 2:40 PM
Feeling moody recently.
dont know why.
And the pig flu,
spoil all my plans.
We have to wear N95 at work.
its making my face itch,
and i cant breathe properly.
Now i just hope that things will change for the better.
Stupid weather so hot recently.
Something is wrong with our Earth.
STOP POLLUTION!
Monday, April 20, 2009
? 4:43 PM
Had a happy weekend with Bri,
cause we did alot of things.
Sentosa, Tanning, IDP, Heineken Greenhouse event, Carlsjr =)
HAHAS!
